Been praying to Jesus every day at 2pm and 8pm for the past couple months. Not a Christian, really. But trying it out.
At minimum, what is pretty cool & horrible is everything bad I've ever done plays in my head a lot. Like I have to recognize what is bad about it before it goes away.
What is odd is I'm not exactly sure what form of Christianity I like. Never read The Bible. Think I'm sort of Catholic, but don't get the saints stuff.
Thanks you guys for helping me use you to work this out.
You've already had great responses here, so I will simply promise to set an alarm and join you in prayer by saying 3 Hail Mary's for you at 2pm and 8pm each day.
You are being called and you are listening and answering Him. How wonderful!